Tools from which we'll get close only out of convenience, out of a passing necessity
Even though i might have unconsciously done it, maybe consciously, maybe this is just hypocrisy coming out of me... Or maybe my beliefs changed, but i can't undo the past, i can only watch out so that i won't repeat it
But i'm shielded by my foolish pride, foolish enough to protect me at least enough so that i won't fall, not again at least... But maybe that foolishness is the creation of our own weakness when facing reality. Who knows, and who cares right?
Though it might be the reason why some of us still stand, our pride, our urge to live and to be accepted, even if only by ourselves, only to make things a little worthier, only for the sake of living.
I wonder if those words means i'm a hollow being... But maybe the fact that i care is enough proof that there is some substance on my thoughts even though i would honestly prefer the former option, caring is just too bothersome, i'll just pretend to not care up to the point that the lie becomes a truth.
