Death is
but a paradise, a rest from the turmoil over this world
Chaos,
injustice, and death... Not the end of life but the forgetfulness of the living
Nothing but
lifeless people who forgot what it means to be alive, to leave a mark
Nothing but
the nothingness itself on the hearts of people
People too
scared to change, too oppressed to become something different, something
special
Every
attempt fails, every time the ties of the chains get stronger and tighter
And yet you
cry, every single time as if you didn't know
You refuse
every single time as if you didn't see what's right in front of you
Your dream,
your misty dream, hidden, yet right in front of you
Such is my
destiny, to be the ace forever hidden and never played
That pain
doesn’t even bother anymore; it will eventually go away,
Just like
everything else.
After all the pain has made me sturdy, has made me at least enough to survive through the pain, to insist, only to watch the end through and through.
After all the pain has made me sturdy, has made me at least enough to survive through the pain, to insist, only to watch the end through and through.
But yet I can't
seem to be able to completely shake off this foolish idealism
This
vicariousness still haunts me, still makes me share the pain and try to protect
people
Only to be
continuously forgotten and have that false sense of need, that false sense
that... Someone actually would need me.
Maybe it’s just because I don’t like telling or doing the obvious, that’s not my job, that’s not who I’m meant to be, but then i wonder, is there some meaning on anything? It doesn't matter, i don't give a shit
Maybe it’s just because I don’t like telling or doing the obvious, that’s not my job, that’s not who I’m meant to be, but then i wonder, is there some meaning on anything? It doesn't matter, i don't give a shit
We’re now on the winter; it never felt so cold though… Just like our world, just like our souls, it just feels like a fitting world for someone with your name.
Those are just some words, that got left behind.
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